8.05.2009

The Xuat Incident

Chronicles of The Black


Epilogue:


In the darkness bright lances of light surged through space against a mammoth sized object. As the lances slammed against the its hulk the energy turned to fire and exploded outward. Vacuums swallowed up the fires and the hulls sealed up the holes burned in. The object's energy was decreasing and it's thrusters were dropping power dramatically.


The black mass lurched in its orbit. Its length could only be accurately told by its silhouette against the the azure colored sun burning behind it. Space around it was thick with blackness except for explosions of light that relentlessly surged in the darkness from a swarm of black objects with small blue thrusters. They looked like angry hornets as they frenzied with lancers as stingers against the dark object's hull. Suddenly the swarm broke away, and a larger streak of fire swept from distance almost seeming to come from the bright violet colored planet that the object was in orbit around. The projectile slashed through space at thousands of kilometers per second toward the object and the swarm hungrily frenzied sending countless of bolts of armor-melting plasma against the unknown metallic hull. 


Suddenly the black mass lit up with sparks of light. The light wrapped itself around the mass and light bent behind and through it. Its energy melded with the object and sent arcs of white light outward in think tendrils. Even as the projectile picked up more speed and ripped through the distance with exponential increase, the white streaks morphed and looked as if space itself was bending. The tendrils grew brighter and slowly reached into space around, whirling and twisting. Just as the projectile entered within ten thousand kilometers the object was enveloped a blinding eruption of white light that poured into ever inch of blackness. Not one shadow could be seen underneath the blaze. 


Silence remained. The light in a nanosecond was gone along with the massive object that it seemed to pour fourth from. Tracers scattered and dissipated and the fiery streak from the missile showed the projectiles confusion at the vanished target. It swirled in the area and twisted its course. A member of the swarm moved away from the mass of small energetic fighter that were frantically scanning the area. The missile's projection system erred at the undefined input of the missing target and replaced it with the swarm member. It lashed out and struck against it in a matter of a second. The light that exploded from it was minute to the objects energy output, anticlimactically ending the battle. 

The Amnis::

"Status. Now." A rough voice growled throughout the bridge.  The Captain glared at the view screen and almost grew annoyed that the warhead sent against that unknown invader struck out against the drones. The Crucifix Class missile was too destructive and quick for its own good, and yet it wasn't quick enough for whatever in Hades' name that object deployed. He should have sent out more of the drones. 

"All 50 drones are still left. Target is gone and scans are showing not particle debris, implying that the object did not self-destruct, my captain." Ops Commander Jartke reported. "The Amnis  has received no signals or return fire." At the word that the object did not in fact self-destruct brought a hush over the shocked bridge of the   War Cruiser-Class ship.

"OpCom Jartke, are you telling me it just vanished or teleported?" Captain Korhe demanded. It was unreasonable. If it actually had transported itself at above light speeds and if whomever it was meant harm, he knew they would all pay for what had happened today.

"It appears so, Sir." 

"Captian Korhe! The drones are returning to dock." The Comm Officer reported.

"Who ordered it!" 

"No one... Sir..." The Com Officer was frozen as the whole of the bridge watched in horror as the swarm neared the first ship in the six warship group. The drones converged and decimated the scout frigate. 20 drones unleashed plasma lances of bright hot death upon the hull. Within moments the ship was enveloped in green fiery plasma. Captain Kohre's eyes widened. He knew exactly what would happen if those twenty Ironside drones got to the Amnis. Lives would be crushed under the wrath of super accelerated energy beams. He had no idea why they returned to destroy us, but he had four thousand crew mates to save.


"Target those drones!" Kohre roared as he noticed the other four fleet ships start to lock on and fire. Surges of light flashed as projectile cannons sent depleted uranium shells and plasma bolts toward the swarming death cloud of drones. The drones immediately started to act. They fired back with beams of purple light that ripped into the second closest warship's bridge. Immediately the cruiser's bridge flashed and exploded into space with streaking and incinerating fire. 

 

"My god, how many people on that ship!?" The captain ordered. Cruiser's were bigger than the first destroyed frigate. Not as big as the the captain's own War Cruiser but he feared the numbers that would die.


"Target's acquired, Sir." Jhartke's voice interrupted the solemn thought. "And there are 2032 people on board... now..." 


"Fire all weapons, scattered pattern." Kohre ordered. The scattered pattern might work. If everyone drone was fired upon at once it might destroy them all at once and it would not give their computer AI subroutines a chance to respond. He silently wished they were the older versions that could be self-destructed. 


The hulk of the Warcruiser lit up brilliantly as beams of light surged forth from the bigger side mounts. The number four on each side. The beams turned each drone they hit into a flower of light.  The forward projectile cannons number far more and exploded just as quickly in rapid succession sending rapid volleys of superheated uranium toward the death robotic swarm. The second ship they attacked was already obliterated by the drones and as the swarm propelled forth on it's path of destruction the volleys slammed into them sending them back to motionless metal hulks. The captain watched it all unfold and sighed heavily. The bridge roared in success but he knew that there was no real victory here. 

 

The black monstrously sized object had showed up in deep fleet space, restricted space, failed to hail to the Iris-signals, and somehow had teleported and sent the drone swarm on a death mission. Too many people had been lost for nothing. He was ordered to attack and for the first time in his he regretted following orders from Crimtide Command. He felt his pride of his lifetime dissolve into shame.   


to be continued. 



7.24.2009

This is Now

Gregory Scott


Take it now.

    For this will always be yours.

    This work.

(I wrote this awhile ago. Just now publishing it.)


Dedicated. 


- This ode of sorts. 

Hey you - this in-corruptiable silence. 

It cuts the air around me in a rapturous prayer. 

But prayers are like blessings. 

Kissed off the wind. 

So grab on and hold. 

To what? Me. 

I still remember when you used to say. 

One-always-never-lost. 

And "Love-Life" was ours. 

Do you still consider?

Insane or a genius? 

Or does it matter anymore? 

Do you even think of it?

Or is it all as cold as I feel.

I guess this is the ground I made.

The land I sowed. 

Reaping; more lonely than ever. 

By your leave, I'll walk my path.

Alone. 

Always alone. 

For that is how I seem to have always stood.

With some song in my heart and behind my mind.

And a wall around it all.

And yet my imagination creates, seeks, and finds. 

Reasons for my own.

And why I pressed and defended.

My only love now is my pen. 

The only real power I have. 

Are the words I've always had to speak. 

And if I was better at this. 

Poems and subtle stories would not be needed. 

Ink would be waste. 

For you would know truly. 

The depths would be lightened.

And my heart would be free.

For you to observe and explore. 

But I am not there. 

And fear-driven.

Like every mad-man.

Whom felt autumn rip through trees and skin and passion.

And everytime I look.

I hope.

And wish. 

And record the clock at 11:11. 

And here's my statement.

For the jury awaits: 

I mourn. And dream.

And all my dreams are haunted. 

And so I'll numb myself.

To this, to you, and to my heart.

And put walls around the cauldron. 

Of molten words, and molten passion, and the molten pain. 

So back to the road.

My journey of epics,

and seeking, 

and exploring all. 

Good bye to you. 

My thanks for walking as far as you would. 

And being at my side on my path. 

Last,

May peace always be upon your mind.

7.23.2009

This is My Song

"If I was santa claus" - Atmosphere

If I was a rich man, I'd buy you some shoes
Tall boots for all the dirt you walk through
What would that do? Enable you to deal
Without schooling you on how to touch what's real
And if I was a smart man, I'd tell you everything that I knew
And give it to you every time you need a talking to
But what would that do? Teach you my guidelines
So you can be a cheerleader at your game on the sidelines
And if I was a driver, I'd keep my headlights on
To see the difference between right and wrong
I'd wear my seatbelt even when I'm in park
Cause I don't trust the other fools that cruise through these parts
And if I was a better cook, I'd hook up a feast
Set a table full of food for the children to eat
I encourage the nourishment so we can breathe
With the knowledge that we got something accomplished

[Chorus]
And if I was Santa Claus, I'd fight for the cause
Wouldn't expect nothing in return
I'd give you everything you want, I'd be everything you need
So you can take my hand and I can take the lead

And if I was an honest man
I would stop writing songs
I'd break for a nervous breakdown for breakfast
Tell everyone I knew to stay away from making music
It ain't nothing but a confusing mess (confusing mess)
And if I was you, I wouldn't hear a word I said
Wouldn't trust nothing to start it up inside my head
I'd make a conscious effort to live instead
Of trying to kill the monsters that reside underneath the bed
And if I was a hurt man
I'd find a way to put my faith 
Into a woman that could take me from today, maybe
I need somebody that could save me
From the parts of myself that keep making me crazy
And if I was a wise man
I'd climb to the top of the mountain peak
To think about strength versus weakness
I'd find a point that rests a couple of feet above your head
And figure out how I could try to help you reach it
(Ho ho ho)
And if I did have a choice
I'd never want to live forever
Just let me have a voice so I can make my points
I can't imagine running a race with no finish line
Just let me keep my pace and make to most of my time
I love giving but I'm bad at receiving
The truth is, I'd prefer to be the one bleeding
But I'm a paranoid that stays between play and work
Cautious and aware, 'cause I'm afraid of being hurt
Which brings me to the issue
And that would be this:
How often must I ask myself why I exist?
I feel like a freak, this world is a circus
Just trying to find myself as well as my purpose

[Chorus: repeat 2X]
And if I was Santa Claus, I'd fight for the cause
Wouldn't expect nothing in return
I'd give you everything you want, I'd be everything you need
And you can take my hand and I can take the lead

I got nothing but gifts
Keep it up in my wits
Got me drunk on the fifth
And now we're stuck in a ditch
And as dumb as it gets
I'mma run you some fibs
I wanna touch your lips
I wanna rub your hips
Put a glove on the fist
For the love that exists
We'll keep bumping the hits
To get my bucket of chips
From the Bloods and the Crips
To the skateboarding chicks
Put the Atmosphere on your Christmas wishlist
Put the Atmosphere on your Christmas wishlist
(Ho ho ho ho)

7.22.2009

The Trip

The Trip


"Kid, what is that?" I ask and I ask it almost too loudly for the room that we were sitting in. Several people look up from their business to see us sitting with cigarettes in our mouths and breathing out life. They shrug, Mr. Danger shrugs back and they resume with their obsessed movements.  


"It's here." He's speaking of the Thee. The thing we all seem to see at one point or another. A thing of cataclysmic perfection, and it imperfectly was there dancing before my eyes like a ghost of the past. It wasn't even christmas yet. I nod and act knowingly even though it scares me. I was always afraid of ghosts. 


The others look back to their occupations and I hardly notice, probably due to the dancing ghost, hanging before us. I exhale another plume and giggle at the in-comprehensive feelings of logic and emotion that whipped before my eyes. 

 

"When did it get here?" I ask, probably another irreverent question. 


"Don't worry about it, it's here now, besides, who can know?" He responded with the same calm voice and vernacular. 


"Well. Someone has to know, don't they?" I looked around the room as I almost whispered the questions. I didn't want to disturb the others, who were obviously concerned and focused on their various tasks. Some were moving objects back and fourth and others were merely just smiling while in their own respective zones. Was this what life was like? Were we, ourselves bound by meaningless tasks that held no fruit of labor? I thought not, but then again, it was my own thinking that observed this. Maybe I was wrong.


"Scott, it's not about knowing, is it? You already realize that. What is, is what is. That's all we can ever know. Look at what they are all doing? They didn't even notice it when it showed up. " Kid Danger whispered just as quietly. 

 

Another exhale, I watched the smoke twirl around and observed not only the wisp dancing, but I also noticed flickers of lights joining in. The others in the room, like the Daring Girl, who almost seemed to perpetually smile as she flipped a baton up and caught it over and over. She sat next to the cold firepit and seemed the opposite of oblivious to everything around her. She said not at word, but she didn't even seem to look at the baton at all. She studied the others, but paid no mind to me or Danger sitting next to me. We were as if we didn't exist to the others sitting around the lawn and rocks, all separate and all united in their disregard. 

 

Lines split away from the focus of Danger and I's vision. Colors swirled like glow-in-the-dark paint as they slashed the mundane air with more color than imaginable. 


  "There isn't a word."

 

"To describe this." Danger finished my sentence.

 

"Where do we go from here?" I asked again.

 

"Where else." He said, in a statement, rather than a question.

 

"Empathica." I ushered, and at that very word the others all froze. The colors seeped away into the air, and it paused it danced. We both stood and moved serenely toward the parking lot. 



7.21.2009

Graves

A walk of graves.

Caressed with blood. The lead bullet clicked into place like the serenity of a hail storm at a low volumed whisper and I hold this gun. It's steel and strength are of complete potential. It's grace is of a blade, aimed at a lover's heart.


Do I love thee as such? To pull the trigger to kill something that I assumed to be true? To save it from itself? In the end: to Run?


The clouds swirl ahead of me and the wind screams oaths bound by my blood... and His. My own compass which has never failed me before now spins like a marker of a grave. The bullet inhales my confusion and exudes a violent grace. 


One truth. One bullet. That's all I have. My finger slightly feels the trigger and tears ignite my stormed eyes. My heart is besieged tonight. I pull the trigger, of course. How could I not? Except the weapon isn't for self-obliteration. It's for the destruction of another which I have caused yet again.


Add it to my hit list. I'll mourn you're death, I promise. However; with time I'll forget you and you'll forget me. Except for the graves in which we lay. Our lives will be a painted memory on a wall somewhere depicting the lover's curse once upon a starry night. I'd lie if I were say it would hurt me more than you. And I guess a lie is what I'll speak.


But such is my path, one marked with pain and destruction...

marked with a failed compass and a black heart?

-

I guess such is the act of disobedience. 

And There is always another grave to mourn in the end. 


I've walked these gravestones before... and they've been fertilized with my tears. They each have been visited from time and time again and the ground is worn with use. I know it well, like one claims to know your own heart. But maybe the gravestones and my heart are one in the same. Maybe, no matter how far I lead them away from these dark woods and even darker tombs....once before and always now I've blindly lead them here. To push them in the dirt with the sound of a bang. 


I guess I wasn't as blind as I came. I still carried the gun every time.


Once again.

A Dream

A DREAM

The old man looked at me and said, "I am not the man trapped within a monster, but rather the monster trapped within a man." He laughed as he said this, like it was some morbid joke that was beyond my wit. My eyes flashed in the dim light and I remember squinting them to avoid his gaze.


"Scott. You know what this means, right? I'm talking about your decision." He looked at me in the eyes and he moved his hands to the chess board that stood between us. It stood like a wall. A frail wall of magnificent hope. One of my knights were felled and over half my pawns. 


I looked back at him through the dim light of the log-walled room, my hand moved to another piece and my queen took his king. He didn't see the hole he left. He looked up from the board back to me. 


"So go ahead. Be the prodigal son. Walk back to Him. I'll hunt you. I'll find you. The rest of your days. I'll be the whisper at your back when fear tears your heart open. I'll be there to watch you fall. I'll be there, young Scott. I promise." His aged eyes broke against the light that now filled my own. The chains that held my feet to the chair thus keeping me trapped here next to the board fell away.


At once, I stood up and looked to the man. I said nothing, but held his gaze. It was almost as if I was making an oath to myself and to him that I would never be here and this room again. As I turned and walked to the door, he said something else.


"You can't win, young king. I'll hang your crown on my own head one day." 


His voice etched into my ears and through my soul. 


"No, Baahl. You won't.

5.19.2009

Kid Danger's Ride with the Red (Cont.)

He felt gravity increase and Kid became aware of his own substance once again, weight was slowly added to his form and his legs were pulled downward underneath him. He blinked and the white light disappeared as well leaving his eyes to painfully adjust as he looked down and saw a park landscape rush up toward him with impossible speed. His feet touched the ground and his hand automatically wrapped itself around something he couldn't see. The dress clothes he wore melted slowly away and were replaced by an old Athletics little league t-shirt, blue denim jeans, adidas indoor soccer shoes and a dark green bandana with odd looking symbols swam and tied itself around his neck. To Kid, it looked like the world was pulling itself back together. Chills ripped across his spine. Suddenly he felt the wind against his face and smiled at the sensation of being able to feel again. 


He suddenly looked up. "Where was I? What was that Red?" He whispered out-loud. He struggled to remember when he noticed the river to the right of him. He looked around and saw leaves blowing across the green grass of Drake Park. "I know where I am! I'm home! It's autumn! It was my imagination!" He laughed nervously. His head snapped back to his hand just as suddenly. He was holding hands with someone and as soon as he looked down his heart crashed. The hand gripped his own tighter, it wasn't the female's hand that caught his attention, it was the details of the hand. As it gripped tighter around his, he smiled as he noticed the red-pink birthmark on the index finger, and the small delicate tattoo that was etched in simple black ink between the index finger and her thumb. It read: 'Beloved'


"You and your imagination." A soft voice touched his ears and she laughed as her hand gripped tighter around his in affection. He hadn't even looked up at her face and as soon as he did, her emerald eyes dove into his. He smiled and noticed as well that they were both going for a walk, he just hadn't remembered how he had gotten there. Especially with her: Princess & Beloved of his Autumn. His heart crashed into oblivion and back, striving and searching for the reason. His mind went into over-drive and raced to find a logical conclusion this piece of his histories and then it all came thundering back to him. His hand instantly and instinctively dropped from hers and his legs froze in place. She stopped just as quickly and turned, giving Kid a questioning look. He emerald eyes blazed in the sunlight and the sun whipped her long blonde hair around in a dance that only added to his image of her beauty. 


"This is... this.. this is wrong." Kid said in a mournful voice. He slowly stepped back. "I don't remember how I got here. I don't remember your name." His heart turned to ice. 


"It's me, silly." Her voice softened and caressed his heart. 


"Who am I, then?" 


"Babe, are you ok?" She whispered. "Sco-" her voice cut short and her smiled turned into a slight frown and her emerald eyes strained while they held back tears. The green turned into a fire of love, misery, passion, and fear. The sun bloomed across her form brilliantly. 


"Beloved, you never cry..." He felt his own heart start to break. He shook his head and grabbed her hand. How did he know her? He moved it to his mouth and kissed it gently on the back of her hand. From where and when? He looked into her eyes and let his heart burn, for it might be the last time he would ever see her again. Why did it matter so much?

"I have to." Kid said quietly. "You know I do."


"Don't." She whispered back. "Wait, what is wrong with your eyes?"


"I don't know! Something is wrong, its coming back!" 


"What is? Scott, I love you!" She urged in what sounded like a soft scream. 


He let go of her hand in finality, and pulled himself toward her face. "I love you t-- . Who is Scott?" His mind raced trying to merge the two, he was Kid Danger. Not Scott. Wasn't he?


It was as if that was the sun's cue to end. Darkness ripped a hole in the sunny autumn weather and sucked the daytime skies away, it invaded with seething malice. Underneath Kid, the ground melted away once again. He fought it and reached out to her. 


"Aime-", His voice stopped and he started to cough as if something cut his vocal cords in half. He grabbed on to her hand and saw the silver ring with a sapphire stone set on its top. "That Ring! Where did you get it?!" He said and he began to cough violently again. Wind picked up and the ground started to give faster and faster. She screamed as the shadows of trees and benches converged upon the young man like sheets of lightening. His vision blurred with tears and he bent over in another mad fit of coughing. He tried to breathe harder as he coughed and could not get enough air, each breath produced a harder exhale. He could hear his heart slow and his thoughts halt. He grabbed onto the only two thoughts he could produce: love and survival. Both were shattered by the thought of hearing his heart beat one last time.


His heart slowed and interrupted his thoughts with its delayed irregular beating, it slowed to a few every couple of seconds to one every other second. It was like someone without any formidable strength trying to charge a fortress and to break down the gates with bare hands. Faint and outer-worldly. And then they even stopped and Kid felt the silence of life build up in his core. As soon as his heart stopped the Red filled his vision again. It overrode his actions and his emotions. It pressed into him and whispered.


"Kiddd.. I can and will usssseee youuuu..." The voice was strong and yet serpentine and the voice echo in his still non-beating heart. He has no voice or breath to respond with and It sent chills through his nerves. Again the Red faded, his body grew heavy and he started to fall through the air again. "you will-" The voice was interrupted by the sound of a hurricane of screams and men roaring battle-cries. Kid fell faster and his heart ignited with strength as his lungs finally pulled in air. Kid's eyes could see black and redness and while the red slowly fading he felt gravity pull even hard. 

"No! Not again!" He screamed at the Red. "Take me home! Fuc-" He was interrupted by his back slamming into a dirt covered ground, his eyes opened just enough to see the tops of several cacti and a bright sun. His eyes closed back again and he fell asleep surrounded by a desert waste.

 

(I'll continue updating it from my notebooks when I have some more time... To be Cont.)